huh hoh

it's finally 16 days left!


is 'HORAY' the right word to follow that sentence or 'HIKS' is the right one?


well at some times i was SO DAMN HAPPY knowing that i wont no longer be at my house, but at some other time i was SO DAMN SAD. well, i guess humans are simply complicated, huh?


i have many wishes for my last days in Jakarta, but i guess i have to give up all of them :( so, here are some of my wishes.... i hope i wont be sad when i am reading this post in malaysia :(


i want, WANT, WANT to go around jakarta with its public transportation. but it's hard to find a friend haihhhh. and i am too afraid to go by myself as you know there were loads of rape and sexual harassment cases lately, not to mention robbery,that is like a very usual thing in indonesia. my mother wont allow me to go by public transport alone anyway. she used to, but she does not any longer after hearing the rape cases. so even if i were not afraid, i were not allowed. 


and then i want to go to all malls in jakarta. well, ive been to all malls in gading, ive been to GI and PI very often, ive been to sency, PS, PP, CP, PIM, and plaza semaggi once, but ive never been to Gandaria City! ha. i guess i still have a place to go, right? and Nanny's Pavillion just opened their new branch there, and ive been craving for this restaurant for like, forever. so there are 2 SUPER BIG reasons why going to GanCi is a complete MUST. 


and then, there are these night-open street restaurants that i always want to try, but never have a fried who is allowed to go till late at night and lives near to my house *well, i cannot drive, im not allowed to go by public transportation, so i guess this person must drive me home, right? and it's impossible if their houses are far far away and you ask them to drive me home*. so, yes i never eat at WGP. yes i never it at kemang. yes i never eat at mangga besar. yes i never eat at bu iis at night. and YES I AM A VERY PITIFUL PERSON. hahahahaha -___- 


huahhh. there are still loads of places i want want WANT to go in Jakarta, there are still loads of restaurant i want to try, but i simply cant :( i guess i will know Malaysia better than Indonesia. for me, that's sad. i wont even know jakarta's busway routes, but i will remember every bus routes in Malaysia. hmmmm that's uncomfortable, at least for me. haha.