its often said that people forget God when they are happy, then they will all crazily pray and try to reach God when they are in difficulties.
me?
no.
its weird, but i tend to forget God when im in difficult situation. i tend to blame myself for every bad thing happened and i dont dare blaming others, especially God. but i always remember that it is God's grace when i receive every good thing. its always in my mind that we, human, cant do exceptionally great without His grace.
neither one is good, coz ideally we should give thanks to God in our happiness and difficulties *am i right?*
now that im exactly one month in Jakarta, im seeing my life backwards. n it comes to one conclusion --> theres A LOT of good things i received that i dont think i deserve. i cant say it one by one *cause it will include many names*, but there are A LOT.
first thing, my results for my last semester in Monash. HA. i think it would be my worst semester simply because its my last. im as lazy as those bears in winter. what i only wanted was just to graduate and i didnt even think about the marks i would get. but then. it turned out to be the best mark ive ever. EVER. EVER got in Monash, counting also my Monash College life. wellllll what else can i say beside its a blessing? im not lucky, no! a lot of people consider me as lucky, but i dont dare calling myself lucky. im blessed.
last thing, IVE GOT A JOB! hahahha can you believe that? last time i posted in my blog, i said i havent sent any CV but now ive got a job. and a great one. what else can i say? im blessed. its really a blessing. ive got interviews and ive done some tests with those big companies, while i expect that i would be unemployed for at least 3 months.
there are many others, but sharing it will call my names so i prefer not to.
all i can say is that im blessed and im beyond grateful. i cant do any of this without God and they all happen only because of Him.
i cant say anything else. hahaha. n this might as well be my last post for a long time, cause people said working as an auditor is busy as hell. well, i'll post everytime i have the chance to!
