i love u, mom :)

this writing is dedicated to my very beloved mom, to my very incredible mom..

mamaaaa :)

it's been a long time we can't see each other. then unfortunately, i can't see u n pick u up in the airport.
i want to, but i already made my promise to my friends, n they already made some of their appointment canceled so that we can sleepover at gabby's house. im really sorry, cause i think this will be the last time we can see each other, go together, n share our feelings n bla2. sorry :(

i want to say that i miss u.
n i'm glad u r back to our home again.
there's something missing knowing u aren't here.

though we sometime have something different in our way to think about something,
though we sometime have difficulties in making somethings to be done,
but it is still weird knowing u r not at home,
that u r in far, far, far away from us.

well honestly, i just watched Fireproof last night. n my eyes kinda opened by that films, that every mom n dad in this world must have something good for their children, that they do not want any bad things happen to their children, that they always pray for they children, though maybe their children do not understand n sometime do not want to understand.

maybe sometime i cant understand, i dont understand, or i dont want to understand..
n im sorry for that.

so mama..

welcome back!

sorry, again, i cannot pick u up n see u right after u r back here.
but, we r gonna meet on Sunday.
can't wait till that time!

i love u :)
we all do.. =))